do i tell you how upset i am. how do i forgive you for those birthdays you missed. or the day i got my first job and you were mad at me so i couldnt even text you. or the day i enrolled in school and you were the first person i thought of but i couldnt text you because you left me. or today when i passed my exam and told you about it… and i got nothing back…not even a congrats. it only takes two seconds to text back. but i might be wrong… something might be going with your family or something.
but…what do i do with a person like that? a person that ive learned to love for a long time. this was so important to me. and all i wanted was to feel that i made you proud. maybe its good that we’re not together.
because you havent been there for me in the most important times of my life, even though you say you have. ive included you, but…nothing. i dont think i can do that anymore. why hold on to a person who doesnt even acknowledge you exist. its going to be hard. but im going to have to just let go…
